You know it has never been more important to be resilient and look after yourself. But sometimes there just isn’t enough time for you, is there?
With the uncertainty that surrounds us, are you finding it difficult to sleep, as your mind is full of chatter, thoughts, and concerns?
Are you finding it difficult to make decisions as goalposts are constantly changing and you feel out of control?
Have you found that home working has blurred the already fragile line between work and home-life?
If you can answer yes to any of the above, this is the right blog for you.
I read once that your feelings come from your thoughts, which can be driven by other people’s opinions and beliefs as well as your own, so around and around the feelings go.
This month I want to share with you the success stories of two vastly different people who for quite different reasons experienced feelings that drove them to change their lives and a little insight from me to demonstrate that feelings are just feelings and the same feeling can be triggered by many different situations.
Jen is now a bubbly artist and mum of three, but previously she found herself in a relationship, which over many years wore her down, she felt out of control, her self-worth was at an all-time low. Believing the daily newsfeed, she was hearing from her partner, about her inadequacies, lack of ability etc, she felt a shadow of her former bubbly self. When her partner was sent overseas on a short contract that didn’t include her, life threw her some space to think. She found that she had fallen into a state of dependency, incapable of making decisions, not sleeping, and feeling more than a little fed-up. When she was on her own for just a few days she realised she had become isolated from her support network and wasn’t painting any more. When the newsfeed was no longer broadcasting day and night she began to feel free to explore the things she used to do: throw paint on a canvas and see what picture emerged, laze-away an afternoon reading a book, treat herself to a long walk on the beach, eating a 99 dripping with chocolate sauce …and it felt good!
Jen took back control, rebuilt her circle of friends, left her partner and within months met the man she is still with, who loves her for who she is. She needed to let go, to allow space for other wonderful people and things waiting in the wings to make their entrance into her life.
Dan is a young executive in a fast-growing company where employees are expected to work over and above their contracted hours. He came home regularly after the kids had gone to bed, was never off his phone even when on holiday.
COVID19 didn’t change the expectations just the location. Last March Dan found himself working from home among enchanted fairy garden craft creations, Super Mario Lego builds and the odd dinosaur that would arrive on his desk to keep him ‘company’! He was frustrated by the chaos, stressing about not being able to deliver the workload and wasn’t sleeping, arguing more with his partner and short tempered with the kids. In a word his life was spiralling out of control when his daughter’s innocent comment hit him like a rocket!
Dan was on the phone to a client when his little girl ran in giggling and sprayed his head with multicoloured streamers! He had seconds to decide what to do so excusing himself from the meeting, he hit mute, picked her up and plonked her in the playroom and was going to give her the ‘don’t do things like that when daddy is trying to work lecture… when she put her hands around his neck and said – I love having you home during the day daddy even if you are grumpy and don’t have any playtime. That little gem of honesty stopped him in his tracks, and he got a flash of how he must appear to his daughter. Dan is now in the throes of sorting his priorities, and I do know that he has added some play time into the day, even though it’s scheduled, lol!
Personally, I know what it’s like to be in an emotional turmoil, caused by being in the wrong job. I felt disconnected, inadequate, lost, and exhausted as I tried to make way when there was no clear path. What I found was that when I took time to step back and look at all the incongruities that were around me, I found I was trying to do a job, I wasn’t trained for and instead of developing me it was destroying me. Try as I may I was knocked back three steps for every tentative step forward. Life offered me a solution; I was let go at the end of the contract! What did I do? Well, I went back to what I knew, while I regrouped.
I went through an Emotional Detox programme under the supervision of Roy Stephens and let go the debilitating feelings that were fuelling my low self-esteem. I stopped beating myself up and saw that I had transitioned through a period of growth, painful though it had been. This allowed me to dust myself down and take on a new job ready to make my mark as the real me. I have never looked back!
This month’s challenge is to use the lockdown to a positive end by doing the things that make you feel good. Throw paint on a canvas; gather a group of friends on-line and have a ‘bake-off’, you can put the competing teams in breakout rooms, with one of you keeping an overall eye. Set up a man-shed half hour and see what tools and gadgets you can share after lock-down or start a joint project. The options are endless.
AND, how about taking up the December offer of an Emotional Detox? This is a content-free session, so you don’t need to discuss anything, just be prepared to let go. Book your session here or call today on +44 (0)1691 887 062
Merry Christmas one and all.
Louise and all at The BeWell Foundation